Oh, this is another interesting angle to look at things from.
For the female side, they try to do “natural selection” or “survival of the fittest” or what are they doing there?
They try to sort of weed out the gay thing of the males, and they try to send all the guys possible to the gay side.

Then they try to educate the gentlemen on the other side.
That’s like the core thing, and then they tell the guys how they have to be so they either become gentleman or if they don’t like them they send them to the gay side.

And nowadays, I’m forcefully getting pushed to the gay side.
Feels like the entire world is trying to push me there, haha, guys, come on.
First, the whole thing was just a joke from my side, and then I started to realize that people actually take it very serious.
Like really, really serious, what is going on there.

I know it is something shady and something unethical has to be happening there, and this is part of the reason I got the black hole and the big bang.
It’s because the equation is not balanced out or something there is somewhere some very strong negative, and then it explodes in the head.

It’s like the gay thing is a way to weed out the gay people out of existence.
Like in their head that’s what they are thinking what they are doing, but who teaches them about the gay thing?
It is the female with full control still until this day.
She is the one forcefully pushing the gay thing into existence.
My little Nazi girl or what.
Discriminating the guys based on behavioral tests that the female is starting?
It’s ridiculous, the female also has the two sides to her.

She is the one doing the gay tests with the guys, and then she says, that the guy wanted to do this.
It’s like some kind of double dualism.
The guy is doing the same test with the female to see if she is serious as well.
Also, it can have this little kick, but the female is trying to steal that kick as well.
Then it becomes a bird fight and both are fighting for this kick.
Like two birds fighting for the food.
The female also can get a kick there at the same time, and then it also can get perfectly aligned even.

This is rarer, that both have the same kick each on their own side, this also exists, but it’s rarer.
Usually the girl is trying to take the big kicks for herself.
Like a selfish bird, and she usually tries to steal the kicks before the guy can get it.
And then the female is using this kick to build her social circle, wow.
Selfish as fuck.
Still a lot of issues to fix here with the other gender.
I might have to get the stick out and educate the girl about to who belongs the kicks.
Otherwise, she will just be selfish forever and always steals, especially the important big kicks.
Of course, she is not gonna share these just like that, impossible.

I need to go there with the stick and take the kicks before she can take them.
This is an annoying fight about the kicks with the girl.
I actually have to become more aggressive and show her who gets these kicks.
I will write this in my to-do list.
Also, the thing with the female money, I have to think about some solution there.
The reward for the work is missing.
Highly complex situation right now.

Money doesn’t work as the reward anymore.
I lost the feeling to it.
So it’s like doing work for nothing in the end, feels like this.
Now I have no electric in my room, but I don’t even notice the difference.
Everything is on full mute and full block in my head already always.
Not even paying attention to Netflix, when it’s running and when it’s now not there also not notice a difference.

Don’t really notice a difference with the missing electricity.
Pretty much the same.
So this doesn’t work as a work motivator, pretty much the same as before.
The girl is bitchy about the kicks, she is trying to hold some kicks for herself.
This is annoying, it’s really this bird fight for the kick, it’s ridiculous.
Who gets the kick, that’s what it is.
Then it’s her with her friends fighting against me about who gets the small kick package, I know they play the game like this.
So then I pay money to get a kick, but I actually pay for being able to enter the fight about the kick with the girlfriend.
The reward for the work then becomes uncertain pretty much.
Yes, it goes like this.

Uncertainty Work Reward System
Getting kicks from my girlfriend has this extreme uncertainty to it.
Because I think her “friends” are trying to remove all the kicks with the girlfriend, or they do like I said before, the kick bird picking.
They try to steal the kick away for themselves, that could be it.
It’s like her friends are trying to take the kick I’m trying to get from my girlfriend.

Then these kicks have this uncertainty to it.
Then making money and using the money as reward for the work also gets this uncertainty reward mechanism to it.
It becomes uncertain if the work gets rewarded, because my girlfriend and her friends are trying to steal the kicks.
Then it’s not clear if the work actually will result in a reward or not.
Because everyone knows it is only about these tiny micro kicks in these split seconds.
The activity itself doesn’t even matter anymore.
The activity itself has pretty much no meaning anymore.
Nowadays, you just have sex in your head, this is a new form of sex.

All these old school people are still stuck with doing everything only on the visual field.
For them, it is very weird to see a new form of sex working over chat messages and kicks in the head.
That is scary for the older people.
But they don’t get it.
The kick with these chat messages is 1000x better than anything.
This is literally the essential thing nowadays.
The activity itself, no one cares about it anymore.
Then my girl and her friends are trying to remove these kicks or they try to steal these kicks.

But then the reward for the work is missing.
That was the reward for the work already.
They take out the point of doing work like this, and then it kills the system like that.
Because then the reward for the work also turns into a fight afterwards.
I then have to fight for the reward of the work after doing the work.
It is not as simple as that you just work, and then you get money and the money is the reward.
No, it’s not that simple at all anymore.
Never was I believe.

The money is then used to turn it into something to reward the work.
But when my girlfriend and her friends are stealing the kick from literally just the chat messages, guys it’s just fucking text messages, nothing else.
When my girlfriend is not doing them on purpose and not creating a kick with them for me, then the reward for the work is missing.
Then it starts to make work become pointless.

Work gets no reward, and then it becomes pointless to work and I mean for what guys?
Because of a few text messages?
Guys, because of a few chat messages, you deny the reward of work?
Just because this is something strange for you, or what?
I thought you guys are open-minded, and then you make a big deal about the text messages or what.
Just this one is too much?

But guys, that’s the best or let’s say the only fucking thing that is essential and mandatory.
This is the reward for the work in full.
This is the entire reward of the work.
If you take out the text messages, then there is no reward for the work.
Then with the work not having a reward, it becomes pointless work.
Then I also don’t even have to make money, just the absolute bare minimum.
If you take out the text messages the entire system breaks, yes.
Wow, you guys are so smart to have figured this out.
Congratulations, of course it does, the kick of the text messages is crucial.

This is mandatory, the kick of the chat messages is better than the actual activity.
You cannot take out this kick or the whole system breaks.
And it has to be exactly like this that the girlfriend is sending the text messages.
This cannot be replaced it has to come from the girlfriend directly.
There is no replacement possible.
It has to be in the most kick optimised way possible.
It has to be the maximum kick, for the maximum work energy.
There cannot be any reduction or limitation happening in any way.

It has to be the girlfriend sending the text messages to get a kick from it.
This counts as the reward of the work then.
This is then rewarding the work and maybe the system could get back up running like before with this even.
Right now, it still has this zero reward mechanism to it.
It’s like work for nothing.
The motivation is almost non-existing.
There is just no reward for it.

The reward would come from the chat messages with the girlfriend, and she has to do the chat messages.
Only like this it works with her involved and her doing it.
It has this control element as well.
This is of course essential and mandatory for the maximum kick, guys, come on.
I’m trying to do proper science here, so it has to be the maximum kick.
The maximum kick just works the way it works.
I don’t have bad intentions or anything, I just try to get the maximum kick.
It has to be the girlfriend sending the chat messages, and it has to be the chat with the girlfriend.
This gives the maximum kick then, because it also has this control element of course in terms of like “come on baby, dance for me”.
This is important as well and increases the kick even more so it gets to the maximum kick, which then counts as the reward for the work.






























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