Woah, omg what a challenge.
Holy shit is that difficult.
But you can do it.
It’s possible.
You just have to lose everything and sleep a month on the street.
And that’s it.
It’s that simple.
Easy going.
That sets you a level back, what exactly is happening then?
Actually time to pull up my ego blueprint.
Especially the space hierarchy, where am I now?
Feeling extremely good, apart from being sick now with swollen lymph nodes due to unknown reasons.
I feel pretty amazing, and now thanks to my amazing girlfriend.
Now my girlfriend is so amazing.
Before, I was losing my mind.
Breaking down to the quantum ego, with the infinite cold quantum computer chip using wormhole technology.
But now this is fixed.
All gone.
Thanks to the month in the street.
Tough measurement.
Actually makes me laugh how hard that measurement is.
How difficult was that to fix my ego, holy shit.
I’m still shocked how much effort it took, also the type of effort, wow.
You have to lose everything and sleep a month on the street, and then you are back.
Then the sanity comes back.
Also, the love for the girlfriend.
The best girlfriend there is.
But now where am I when looking at my ego models, let’s see.
I have to add one more perspective to it.
I will have to think about this, how I can add the current ego state to the existing model.
The month in Pattaya with nothing, sleeping on the street all the time fixed me.
How did it fix me and why did it fix me, I have no idea at the moment.
But it did fix me, for at the moment unknown reasons.
I somehow matured, I somehow improved.
I grew.
I’m better than before.
Now I’m more advanced than before.
A more advanced human being.
Even more advanced.
Now I’m the super advanced human, even fought and won against my own ego.
Holy shit, now this is an advanced human being.
What did this do to me, and what will be the long-term effects of this experience?
To be continued.
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