This is about a serious brain damage I have.

Oh, let’s again about this one.

I have to put some brainwash warnings first as reminders.

Okay good.

Another trial.

So I triggered the human emotional drugs by just repeating to read the same words in the smartphone chat of my girlfriend.

When I read the word maybe in the chat, it triggers an emotional response inside of me.

Reading this word one time gives an emotional response so it does trigger an emotional drug but a very, very low amount, this is not enough to get any brain damage from it, impossible, you have to do it much, much more extreme than just by reading this one word here over and over again.

This is very difficult to really kick your brains out with this, just this one chat here and this one word is not going to do much, but it works.

Every time I read the word I can feel an emotional response which is caused through some emotional drug.

The feeling of the emotional response when reading the word maybe happens on a very different dimension.

It happens on a few levels behind.

When looking away from the laptop and just trying to think about the word “maybe” that I was reading, then there is no emotional response with it.

You have to read the word “maybe” and only during the process of reading the word the emotional drug is released.

While reading the word, maybe the sound of the word maybe appears in my brain.

The sound of the word maybe when reading it is louder than when I am not reading it and looking away from the laptop and just try to think about the word, maybe.

Thinking about the word maybe is a quiet thinking sound, reading the word maybe is a louder thinking sound.

When reading the word maybe and when the louder thinking sound in the brain appears, an emotional response, a drug is getting triggered inside the brain.

You can feel the emotional response immediately when reading the word, and you can repeat the emotional response every time you read the word.

You can repeat reading the word and every time it is triggering an emotional response, but every time this response is getting weaker.

Now it still works for me, and usually it stops working after around maybe 150–350 times of reading the word.

Which means this is a highly effective and super cost-effective way of triggering human emotional drugs inside your brain.

Now to get to a point where you get withdrawal symptoms of the abuse from human emotional drugs it takes extremely a lot of effort, this is not easy to do.

This is a very difficult task to be able to kick your brain out like this completely, this is nothing that can be done that easily, but I did it.

Good job monkey.

I was able to kick my brain out of existence like this, and I “finished the kicks”.

I was able to complete something there, I “finished all the kicks”.

I finished all the human emotional drugs I had, I finished everything that was there.

Took all of them.

I call it the 1000x kick on channel 2.

Even gave it a nice name.

An unbeatable kick, better than any kick you can get in real life.

And you can feel the dimension on which this emotion or this drug is getting released.

You can feel it this is an automatic emotional reaction, it happens on an automatic emotional dimension which is directly connected to the act of reading words only.

When you are thinking without reading, you cannot trigger the exact same emotional response, that you can trigger by reading this word.

So the emotions that you can trigger when just thinking are not the same as the emotions that you can trigger when reading a word.

The emotions that you can trigger when reading words are more punctual, and I would call them 1000x more effective.

I gave it to name that the emotions that you can trigger by reading the word are happening on channel 2, a different dimension than the dimension we are living in.

The emotions that are getting triggered by reading words are different emotions than the ones that are getting triggered by anything else except of reading the words.

That means through the act of reading words you can trigger emotions and create an emotional world separate from the emotional world of the emotional world that is getting created through everything but reading.

You have to imagine that the channel 2 emotions are very far away.

Now because of the practical characteristic of the channel 2 emotions, you can repeat them non-stop and trigger them non-stop just through the act of reading the words non-stop.

You can read the words so many times until they are not triggering any emotions anymore.

If you do this long enough for a significant amount of time and then stop doing it, you will then get withdrawal symptoms of it.

Your brain is getting addicted to the abuse of human emotional drugs very fast and easy and then once you stop the human emotional drugs, you will get withdrawal symptoms because of the lack of them.

This is then creating the “last hope for happiness rainbow”.

The channel 2 emotions have an effect on channel 1 emotions.

That means the channel 2 emotions can change the channel 1 emotions they have a direct impact on them.

When now looking again at our emotion and mind model, it looks like this.

Since the channel 2 emotions have a direct impact on the channel 1emotions, the withdrawal symptoms when no more emotions on channel 2 are being triggered reflect themselves with the improvement of channel 1 emotions.

When the application of human emotion drugs stop on the channel 2 it looks like this.

The channel 2 emotions are then not getting triggered anymore and after a significant amount of time they are showing withdrawal symptoms

When no more emotions over the act of reading words are getting triggered, the emotions on channel 2 start showing severe withdrawal symptoms, and they show by the entity where the channel 2 emotions are getting triggered is upgrading the channel 1 thoughts and the channel 1 emotions to make the person be able to get the human emotion drugs back that are lacking for channel 2.

This is resulting in the “last hope for happiness” rainbow, a last sign of hope for the happiness which will make the person’s thinking and emotional system as strong as possible to bring happiness back to this world before it dies completely.