We are infinitely approaching the zero I am in a transcedental state I am missing the words, the understanding part of my brain that is generating the conscious has no information at all, we are missing all or any direct clear information in the understanding part of the brain in the conscious, in the conscious we have no direct information we dont have it.
So since we have no direct information inside the conscious we have no saving stone, we have no data storage inside the conscious into which we would be able to put the current circle wave function formatted experience under.
So we only have the wave function experience but we have no direct information for the conscious.
And the wave function experience then has to saving stone inside the conscious.
So we have to add now a direct information into the conscious ourselves under which we are then saving this currently unprocessed wave function.
So it is not real at the moment, the experience is not real at the moment.
Without the direct information the experience is not becoming real and stays unprocessed.
Thats exactly the feeling, exactly perfect explained.
Without the direct information the experience is not becoming real and stays unprocessed.
Now I have no direct information under which I could save the unprocessed experience under.
And how do I feel?
Like I said above, thats the feeling, the feeling is like a Nazi human behavior alteration experiment so it feels like as if they are trying to make experiments and tests with me to see what happens if you do this and that and it feels like this exactly like this because I am having these highly advanced states very specific and explaining them already sounds like as if this is for some Nazi torture experiment and thats it.
So thats how it feels it feels like as if I am in a Nazi torture experiment and is the feeling good or bad?
Its absurd, abstract, advanced, complex, dimension crooked like they put me into this state on purpose right?
Like why do they want me to feel so advanced and absurd and complex, so the direct information is critical to make the experience become real.
Its not real what happened its not added to the conscious its unprocessed an unprocessed wave function so its like an unreal event that will stay unprocessed and thats it, effectively confusing the shit out of the male Ego, now the male Ego just confused what this is, this is not a true this is a missing direct information and an unprocessed wave function so we are dealing with 2 states out of two different data type systems of the human being.
Now does this feeling have good characteristics?
Oh yes it has some good characteristics ne is the removal of the space time continuum the world is blacked out its gone I am the only person on this planet left and nothing matters anymore, gravitation is at zero I am invincible, untouchable and in a state of you can call it absurd feeling good not sure if people would give it the good label its not good actually its not good but now its fun and it wont last that long I am in a confused bubble state that needs a tick and its gone.
So right now I would say I am knocked out in terms of data complexity and data type differences, the missing direct information of the understanding conscious holy motherfucker this is beyond insanity, like you people you enjoy this or what, this is the infinite overpowered thing because this decides if it is real or not and right now its not real.
So right now its not real.
Oh this is a dangerous male Ego potential overcharge situation there, right now I am missing a direct information for the understanding conscious to be able to reference or save this event in my conscious somewhere but I dont have that so now the event is not real, so now my male Ego is dimension shredded at the moment we got no proof, we got no easy proof that is easy to understand, we got no easily understandable proof, we need easily understandable direct proof of what this event was thats it.
We need an easily understandable proof or information to know what this event was about.
So the male Ego is not real triggered unprocessed triggered, yes, unprocessed triggered, triggered in the unprocessable so we got some unprocessed data there that we might use in a different context but right now it is missing this single digit hit you know?
Right now it just misses this punctual hit, this little punctual trigger like a click trigger its missing the click to finalize the experience thats what it is.
We are missing the click to get the result.
We got no click.
We got no click but a missing direct information together with an unprocessed wave function and this is it.
And we are feeling i would say its fun, its fun its good its fine because its so absurd, so abstract so crazy weird with the missing direct information for the understanding conscious that the feeling is more like funny, we feel funny and its a good feeling its like absurd abstract but its a useless feeling in that sense, there is nothing useful in there it is just like some warning signal that the direct information for the understanding conscious is missing so the event is not real it didnt get added to the conscious.
Maybe I can try to process it here now lets see.
So I was writing a lot on this website here and today or no yesterday I felt the impact the firt time I think yesterday it started clicking I feel like a new person.
Then I was hammering on my girlfriend the updates about how she has to do the cheating on me and just blasted her with all the latest updates I got and she was taking all the updates and then she delivered her update response and then I realized damn, 100% perfect circle full isolation, I am invincible now.
I am fully invincible now, she cn cheat on my now infinite amount of times non stop and none of it will every touch me because I made a mistake again, I told her again directly exactly how it has to be done fuck, and because I told her again exactly how she has to do it for real, the real truth no indirect bullshit I told her the real truth directly and because I did that what then happened was that she took the binary update and then she presented to update response and then I noticed it oh damn, did it, full isolation fully immune against her uncontrolled cheating in full, 100% perfect circle isolation she cannot get to me anymore, I am fully immune now.
Thats an achievemen right?
So because I gave her the absolute 100% perfect circle optimized instructions and yeah she is then giving me a converted version of this and the converted version is no perfectly isolated, so I am untriggered completely, because she got rid of all subtle cues that were triggering something before now its trigger free, which does not mean that there wouldnt be the male ego still, she just cannot triggere me anymore which is perfect, that means full independence full control I am free, motherfuckers finally, no external control possible anymore.
So thats a good thing I was actually making pretty good progress here.
Cheers.
Actually I like this feeling that my girlfriend gave me here so this is an unknown feeling I would count it to one of the unknown male emotion feelings so it’s a geometric based feeling in terms of that you need the understanding of the square head and the circle body and their intersection to be able to explain the feeling with perfect detail and it’s almost like that that the female is triggering some feeling and then I have to spot it and call it what it is and I got this one now also good captured but maybe again with a better word.
So this is a confused Ego resurrection fail exactly it is a confused Ego resurrection fail because I am missing direct information and I know they are passing on the stories behind my back without asking me for permission they are passing on my hardcore Stories that give people permanent fucking brain damage they are passing on my hardcore brain damage stories behind my back to my friends and family or something I believe but the Story has no connection to the actual real event so I am not missing a story, no, I am missing a direct information just like 1 name and one detail and that’s it so no story I am not missing a story I am missing like a fact I need a fact and then the processing starts of some Program but without a fact the program pretty much is in a state where it didn’t start yet it gives the signal that it needs just 1 fact like a name and then something like cum in mouth or something so a direct hardcore fact the same shit I did to my girlfriend before I need exactly the same now and it is the most extreme Nazi torture that they are forbidden this to me this is how the human being develops this is the core hobby of the human being this is the core activity of the human being of course I need at least 1 direct Information like some name and then like cum in her mouth and it has to come from her directly she has to directly give me the hard fact the raw information like that’s the name and that’s what he did bam right in the face directly this is what I am missing since the entire fucking time and I need this in retro perspective for the entire last 7 years this is called the boyfriend and girlfriend fun hobby experience this is how the human being is having fun the people have to allow this for me and for her again so that this is standard practice between me and her I need this or the processing of the current in a pending state being program is not starting.
Right now I have a program execution pending and it needs the hard fact to get the program started and without the hard fact it’s not real its just not real at the moment the event can’t be processed into the conscious it just can’t be processed so but the feeling is good I like it.
I like the feeling it’s good yes has some annoying parts but in general yes it’s good it’s a good feeling yes it’s approved with a 51% approval stamp which means it might break to dust very quick it’s almost a random lucky feeling and it won’t be possible to reliable trigger it the feeling probably changes now non stop always it probably is going through an iteration Phase now where the feeling will be a completely different one during each iteration event.
So it could be one of the classic iteration unknown male emotions happens a lot every hit it changes and again and again and again and again like it iterates through some ancient shit there or something counting maybe some geometric shit I would have never paid attention to it if people wouldn’t have made me aware of this.
So now there is no Male Ego Triggered yet it’s unprocessed so we are not done here we are waiting for the hard fact now a name including activity what she did that’s it we just wait for a hard fact now that’s the next move here now which we are waiting for now.
So I can make the program stop directly I just have to exactly write down the exact feeling and mechanism and then the program stops and then I am released and the program will change into the party mode ok let’s try.
So the feeling is in the circle body and it has a personality wave range attached to it the feeling contains data for around 5 different personalities that can be choosen once the feeling would get released from the circle body and in order to release it it just needs from the girlfriend a hard fact so like a name and some activity and then the program would start but this type of practice is coming from the ancient past from the mythical past from 300.000 years ago so this kind of request is as if today 2025 not socially appropriate anymore that means that a trigger like this cannot be given by my girlfriend at all because this type of trigger is socially inappropriate in our society as of today so the circle program cannot receive the type of trigger it is asking for from my girlfriend because in our society as of today this type of trigger is inappropriate so the circle program has to stop trying to get this trigger information out of my square head and leave the square head alone because currently is the circle body trying to pull the trigger information out of the square head because the circle body assumes that the square head would have this information but the square head doesn’t have this information and this type of trigger you also cannot get it in our modern society as of today which Means the circle body has Stop asking for the trigger this type of trigger can in our modern society by my beautiful girlfriend that I love more than anything not be provided in our current year of the human.
My insanely perfect super amazing girlfriend the number one girlfriend I could be having thank you my girlfriend for being so perfect.


















































































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