One Day You Will Lose Everything

This is a hard to take topic, and the most annoying thing about it is that “they” will make it look like as if it is your fault.

No one is going to believe that you got put into this situation.

From an outside perspective, it will just look like as if you did this to yourself and that this is your fault.

And no one will believe you, when you say that you got put into this.

But this is a separate smaller issue, this is something that happened to me while 2 other things happened to me as well, so this was even the smallest problem.

I actually couldn’t even really take it serious that I lost everything, it took the lowest priority for me out of all the issues I was dealing with.

In the beginning of 2024, I was dealing with 3 crazy hardcore life changing things at the same time, which was:

1. My crushed into dust broken ego
2. Indirect Thai Gossip Confusion Bombs
3. Losing everything due to the surveillance based ethical working system

You look at these 3 problems and from a rational perspective you would say the third problem is the most serious.

It’s like the most important to fix your income and your work.

But my ego was crushed into dust so hardcore, I got all these crazy advanced science emotions.

I got the black hole feeling.

I got the big bang moment.

Which is super extreme, actually almost made me puke, it was that intense.

Then I got the fire circuit/ wormhole emotion in the very end, which is just a permanent and final emotion annihilator.

This was a bigger issue than anything else.

No one can see your emotions, but everything else took second priority while I had my broken ego.

Luckily I fixed my ego now, thanks god, just by sleeping on the street for a month, that fixed it luckily.

Extreme emotions require an extreme measurement.

But luckily and thank God, one month sleeping on the street fixed my ego, which was the biggest and dominating problem I had.

If you look at the list of the three problems I was facing all at the same time, which I guess was the reason for the big bang event that I got and which almost made me puke, so much psychological stress was it, if you look at the list, you would say the broken male ego has the lowest priority.

You would say fixing the income has the highest priority and then on the side I could try to deal with the Thai gossip and the broken ego.

But this wasn’t possible, no way, it didn’t work, impossible.

The broken ego took the highest priority out of all the three problems, it was that intense, it was undeniable, it took over my entire reality, it was so impactful.

Completely reality crushing.

Nothing else mattered anymore with the broken ego, nothing.

It was so intense to deal with this.

All other problems seem irrelevant, everything else didn’t matter anymore, the broken ego took over everything.

What a time to deal with the Thai gossip and the income, really perfect timing.

Luckily, thanks to god, I was able to fix my broken ego by sleeping on the street for a month.

So difficult to fix it.

So crazy difficult.

Hardcore experience.

If you break your ego, then you have to sleep on the street for a month, nothing else will fix it.

Nothing.

And then now after I finally fixed my broken ego, which took me 11 months and 1 month sleeping on the street, I am finally able to deal with the two other problems.

Finally, my head is clear, and I can finally focus on the other problems, which had a lower priority than fixing my broken ego.

Now after I fixed my ego I was able to decrypt the Thai gossip quite quickly, and I am also able to fix the surveillance based ethical working from home system and this happened very fast now.

Just because I was able to fix my broken ego, which was the most important thing to fix.

After I was able to fix it now I can finally use my head again, and then I was able to fix the other problems really fast.

Tomorrow could be the day, where everything is back to completely normal, and this would be the day of full ego and lifestyle recovery.

Then everything is back to how it was more than a year ago.

But this can happen to you too my friend, be aware of that.

This can happen to everyone very quickly.

No one is going to believe you when you tell them how you feel.

You won’t even be able to explain how you feel, a broken ego is so complex to describe.

It’s like instructions for nuclear weapons, it’s so complex when an ego breaks.

Just be warned, my friend, it can happen to you too.

And then when you lose everything, you don’t even care, because you have more important problems to deal with.

You have to fix your broken ego, it doesn’t even matter if you lose everything, fixing your ego is more important than anything else in life, it takes the highest priority.