I have to see if I can fix my black hole and my big bang experience and return back to normal or if I’m stuck forever with this destiny of having a different world view.

It might be a permanent condition but let me revisit the series of events.

It started with the fact that I had to realize that the girls are in control, but it doesn’t make sense.

They have the control for no reason.

This already defies all logic and then when I realized that people are for real with this and that they actually for real give girls the power, then I started to drop logical thinking as well.

Because it doesn’t make sense that it’s like this.

And with other people also giving girls the control I had to realize that everyone just must be acting irrational.

That’s when I stopped acting rational and that’s when I stopped taking life seriously.

If the girls have the control and have the saying over everything, then they are also responsible for everything, obviously.

Then the girls have to take care of everything.

But this is not what they want.

They actually don’t really want to have the control.

But you can’t talk to them directly so you have to brainwash them correctly then.

This is more difficult, it’s nearly pointless that means we are just stuck on a shit planet.

The general life motivation I have to fix it, I am running this ancient program, ah this is all too difficult.

No hope for humanity, this is what it is.

Just have to accept that we deal with a shit planet here and just give up.

Floating in space with no direction trapped inside a world that could be perfect, but with one last problem unsolved, which also seems to be unsolvable.

But I at least got the issue identified already.

The unknown female side acting highly irrational.

And then you have law makers even supporting the irrational female side.

And then you have people following and jumping on top of the highly irrational wagon.

And then you have the entire world following from an irrational starting point.

That’s when they then start their ethics and morals, one step after they already fucked everything up.

Then it’s like the female side trying to pull everything on her side.

All the ethics, all the morals, everything coming from the female perspective.

The female trying with full force everything she got to avoid and deny the existence of the male, crazy shit.

The female pulling up all the effort in the world to be able to deal with the alien monster.

And then in the end they act fully irrational.

Then they still try to use morals and ethics but they already started with being irrational at the beginning.

Okay I have to put myself into their head.

So they just try to raise their perfect robot male.

This is all the female wants and what she is going for.

She is trying to turn the males into robots that just do exactly what the female tells them to do.

Why not just giving them real male robots then?

They educate robot males.

They must love robots and then they do a funny fuck up with the rest of the guys, big entertainment.

Funny what they are doing actually.

They just fuck up the whole world like this, this is funny.

Thats one thing.

I have to practice the brainwashing more, this is the only hope.

This is the only way to fix this planet.

A good looking planet, dead inside.

A dead inside good looking planet.

Okay back to the brainwashing

So they do always the opposite of what you say.

If you don’t smile when they did something for you and you don’t smile after, then they do reverse following.

So they have two states.

Standard following and reversed following

They have the standard following, where they pretty much just do the default normal following.

Then when they do something with you, where you don’t smile, this is then introducing the reverse following.

Its because they have their own world running there.

They look at the guys and they try to make sense out of them by just looking at them.

They are studying them and then they try to figure out what is doing what on them, but this is ineffective.

This does not work, it is funny that they think it’s like this.

If I do this the other way around it also doesn’t work.

The human doesn’t respond to this.

They are looking at the human from a wrong perspective.

Funny that they even try this.

Funny that they really believe it would work, but I don’t think that they actually think that.

I think they know it doesn’t work and they just pretend to be thinking as if it would work.

They know this doesn’t work.

You can’t look at the human from this perspective, it is ineffective.

The human cannot imagine the perspective from which they are looking at it.

But whatever, okay let’s say they have these standard issues.

We have to accept it like this.

They just have a list of standard problems.

It’s all the problems that they cannot fix, that won’t work and that will also never work it’s like a long list of problems.

The list of standard problems they have

So it’s quite a long list, but let’s see:

• The perspective from which they are looking at the human is unrealistic, ineffective and useless.
• The human cannot imagine the perspective from which they are seen so the human doesn’t know how he is seen.
• It is unknown for the human how he looks like from this perspective so the human doesn’t know what effect he has on the perspective from which he is looked at.
• The human doesn’t know what effect what action has on the perspective from which he is looked at and then it will always result in miscommunication let’s say, every time.
• They do standard following for which they always expect the human to react positive to.
• They exclude all negative actions from the standard following and if an action during the standard following is not causing a positive response that can be seen by the observer perspective then this will introduce the reversed following, holy shit, so fucking complicated!
• When the person is not reacting positive to an action during the standard following then the reversed following starts, where they do the opposite of everything the person says to see if this is then triggering a positive response.

This is so complicated how they do it.

It is nearly impossible to figure this out.

They just don’t have to involve themselves in any way.

Their help is not even needed.

They are not even needed.

Why do they even exist and why do they try to help if they only fuck it up every time?

Useless organization, they can’t even do their job correctly.

They never get me motivated for anything like this.

All they do is demotivation, just only fucking people up.

Who the fuck votes for them?

So many problems in the world, so many problems.

Can someone fix this please, or no one can do it or what?

Now I’m stuck here on this shit planet with girls playing their secret little Nazi games and getting away with it in front of everyones eyes.

With a completely ineffective broken system that is doing nothing, just wasting their time.

And there is nothing interesting you can buy with money.

So the motivation to even make money is at zero as well, not even interesting.

Back to the brainwashing

When I tell them how to fix it and how it works they never listen and they don’t want it to be true.

They hate it that the human is like this.

It destroys their world view, they don’t want this to be true, this is so stupid.

So fucking funny, it’s like beating a dead horse.

I told them how it works, but they don’t want this to be real they can’t stand it.

Does it need some nice little story or what?

Oh, do I have to pack the whole thing into some very nice little brainwash story?

Oh, you need a story my baby’s?

Yes, this could work okay let me try first attempt.

New Brainwash Story To Fix The People

Hopefully this is gonna work.

God will help me.

Amen.

Okay let’s go new brainwash story.

The monkey in the jungle

First, the human was a monkey.

There was the female monkey and there was the male monkey.

Then aliens came to the earth.

And the aliens have implanted a microchip inside the brain of all the males.

The females didn’t get the microchip, because they are females, only the males got the microchip in their brains.

The male monkeys therefore got overpowered by aliens that put microchips into their brains.

Now the male monkey has these weird requests from the female monkey.

The female monkey understands all these requests wrong because she doesn’t have the alien microship.

Only the male has the alien microship.

The female monkey didn’t get it so the female monkey sadly always understands everything wrong about the male monkey. 🙁

The female monkey doesn’t have to be sad.

She just has to know that she always understands everything wrong what the male monkey with his microchip is saying.

The female monkey is just trying to make everything real that the male monkey is saying, but this is wrong what the female is doing there.

This is very wrong, this is what Nazis are doing.

That turns the female monkey into a Nazi if she does that.

The male monkey does not want the female monkey to turn everything real.

This is wrong what the female monkey is doing.

The male monkey with his alien microship wants the female monkey to only make it real in the head of the male monkey with his microchip.

It only has to be real in the head of the male monkey and nowhere else and the male monkey needs the female monkey for that.

Thr female monkey has to make it real inside the head of the male monkey.

The male monkey cannot change his reality in his head by himself alone, it does not work.

The male monkey needs the female monkey so that she is then changing the reality inside the head of the male monkey.

The male monkey is therefore depending on the female monkey that she is changing the reality inside the head of the male monkey correctly.

Nothing else matters and nothing else is important, nothing else counts.

If the female monkey is making it for real what the male monkey tells her then this also counts as negative minus points for the female monkey.

She will get karma back for it, this is wrong what the female monkey is doing there.

The male monkey with his alien microship does not care about how real life actually looks like.

He does not care about reality, he doesn’t even notice it, reality does not matter for the male monkey.

Only what the male monkey with his microchip is getting into his head count’s, nothing else.

Only the reality in the head of the male monkey counts.

Only this one matters and real life does not matter.

These are the great teachings and the big lessons of the wise smart male monkey from the future.

Oly the reality in the head of the male monkey with his microchip matters and only the female monkey can affect it and change it.

The male monkey alone cannot change the reality in his head it does not work, impossible for the male monkey.

The male monkey needs the female monkey to change the reality inside the head of the male monkey.

The male monkey alone cannot change the reality in his head, it is impossible.

What is happening in real life does not matter and has no effect, it’s like as if it never happened.

Everything that happened in real life but not in the head of the male monkey didn’t happen.

Nothing that happened in real life actually happened if it didn’t also happen in the head of the male monkey.

The female monkey is very confused and angry by this, she was so stupid the entire time!

Yes that is very sad that the female monkey was so stupid the whole time but it is never to late.

The female monkey can still change and learn and do things correctly by only looking at the reality that is in the head of the male monkey and by changing exactly only this.

And by completely ignoring real life, real life does not matter, it has no effect, it doesn’t exist.

Only the reality in the head of the male monkey matters, and the female monkey has to change it.

Real life does not matter.

This is the important message that got sent to me from God and that I have to spread with the populous, the message is:

Real life does not matter, only the reality in the deepest core matters

To clarify, the deepest core has to be actively affected by the female.

So there is no free will.

You cannot make up anything in your head just like this.

That is not possible you depend on external factors to shape your deepest core.

Thank you for the bible story.

Peace and amen.