Okay, one more time.

So I am addicted to something very high level.

Here you read this specifically exactly this word here.

And then at the moment while reading this word, there is a tiny natural drug release.

And the amount of drugs you can trigger by just reading this word are maybe around 1000 different ones.

The brain is off, nothing is in the head, just completely brain-dead the entire time, all logical programs I had disabled until 32 years old.

So you read this with all logical programs disabled, completely.

Nothing

in

the

head.

Just completely empty.

And then you read this, with a complete empty brain, not one logical thought existing.

And then you notice there is a slight natural drug release.

So a slight emotional kick, very deep below, nothing about the head, everything from the head turned off or entirely excluded.

Just the absolute raw base deeply cored emotion of just reading that word.

A very slight emotional kick, a natural drug release.

Just this type of drug, I have an extreme addiction to it.

Absolute extreme addiction to just this slight emotional kick.

And I triggered all possible deep core emotions like this, like a piano player just clicking through all possible deep core emotions there are.

Just like a piano of emotions, just clicking through all emotions.

And triggering all of them.

Almost like a cheat code.

Almost like some hack you type into a PlayStation and just played through all the possible deep core emotions that you can trigger when reading a word like this.

And I did this super intense non-stop really hardcore and kicked my brain completely out of existence like this.

And now I have an insanely strong addiction to it, extremely serious.

Extremely fucking serious, it is not a joke.

And the addiction is showing itself by another universe embedding itself over this universe to figure out how this reality has to be configured and changed so that I can get more of my reality abuse kicks.

So I call these now reality abuse kicks.

Because using the human emotions like this, like a piano player, you can call this reality abuse.

I’m like just clicking through all emotions you can trigger by reading words like this coming from the smartphone chat with the girlfriend.

And I’m just clicking through all the emotions I can trigger like this, by of course having my girlfriend writing all kinds of words in the chat.

By pretty much just pushing my girlfriend to just write the words there, that’s all I needed.

I call these now reality abuse kicks, I am like abusing reality to get a kick from it.

Then I triggered all the reality abuse kicks humanly possible, and now the addiction is extremely severe, it’s extremely to the limit, it is dead serious, I need my reality abuse kicks again.

The addiction and the withdrawal symptoms are showing itself by this reality getting embedded inside another reality, from the other reality in which the reality abuse kicks got triggered.

So every natural emotional drop itself is not an issue, but if you trigger all possible emotional drops like a piano player then this is what you would call reality abuse kicks, so it becomes reality abuse kicks when you use multiple emotional drops not for their intended purpose.

You call it then reality abuse drops and not emotional drop abuse, because you are not using the emotions for the actual reality, you are playing the emotions like a piano player so you are abusing the use of the emotional drops, that’s like reality abuse kicks then.

It is like making complete fun of this reality in its deepest core.

And it is the most powerful kick that exists on this planet, a full hardcore 1000x kick, no other kick can compete with it, it turns you into a permanently laughing and smiling pink teddy bear “hi hi hi hi”, so powerful are the reality abuse kicks.

When you start sounding like a pink teddy bear and make sounds like “hi hi hi hi”, then you know, oh yes, sounds like very powerful reality abuse kicks here.

This is the sign of the reality abuse kicks, when you start laughing like a teddy bear, then you cracked it, then you unlocked the pink teddy bear, then you left reality all and for good.

The reality abuse kicks unlock the pink teddy bear that makes the “hi hi hi” sounds.

Another universe, far, far away, unreachable by this universe, not possible.

In another universe far, far away, you can unlock the pink teddy bear with the correct reality abuse drops, and it goes like “hi hi hi hi”.

There is the jackpot then, these are the most powerful reality abuse drops you can find, when the pink teddy bear unlocks, then you are right on the target.

And there you just have to tickle the pink teddy bear often enough until you develop a full permanent addiction to the reality abuse drops.

Then with the permanent addiction to the reality abuse drops the withdrawal symptoms show, a reality embedding from the other reality to this reality is happening, the pink teddy bear is looking for his reality abuse drops, where the fuck are they?

And then it turns into full automatic actions in reality 1, the addiction is so powerful, you cannot imagine how hardcore it is, unbelievable extreme, since 3 years I went through the worst torture already, but now I am just getting more and more aware of the situation and now its really starting to show the withdrawal symptoms of the reality abuse kicks.

The pink teddy bear wants his “hi hi”, back, where the fuck are the reality abuse kicks?

Who took them?

Who took the “hi hi” from the pink teddy bear?

The pink teddy bear is dead serious, the pink teddy bear will fuck up your wombs permanently, where are the reality abuse kicks?