Dear people,
I can’t just leave it broken like that I have to fix it also.
So whats the issue, so they have a traditional system and they believed it to be real, but yeah its not real, ah that sucks yes.
So about the money, so now I realized money never worked for me, I never worked for money, never I worked for patterns.
I worked for patterns, I work patterns, I work for new and unique patterns I havent seen anywhere else ever before and I was on a 33 year long, no, on a 30 years long pattern recognition path, my entire life I was just trying to gather as many different unique and advanced patterns as possible, that at the same time are also the most commonly used ones, so the intersection of commonly used patterns combined with the most unique ones among the ones that are commonly used and I worked only for that, I worked for new patterns, for getting more and more patterns, and for what these patterns?
This I dont know.
So I dont know why I was only going after patterns, but maybe they did give me some special drug when I was 5 years old that just changed my brain in a way that I was then on a pattern hunt, for 30 years and now I discovered and figured out all the patterns I was able to find and since the world now ran out of new patterns to teach me this is when I then lost all work and all money motivation, because there are no more new and unique patterns left anymore for me to learn and this is when everything stopped.
Exactly, and money was never the focus, money was always only a side thing on my journey to discover all these different patterns.
So thats me, this is important information to know about myself so then I can communicate with the people easier as to whats going on, so before I was not really saying it correctly I just realized it now, that it is the patterns itself that I was working for and these patterns themselves this was the reward, this was the payment, I worked for patterns and the patterns themselves this was the payment itself and then next to this came everything else, so the entire money thing was never a focus, the focus were only the patterns the money was then a passive side thing so actually a very good way, how its supposed to be the only problem is that I then ran out of new patterns do discover yeah and thats when it stopped, thats the downside of this approach yes, then I couldnt find new patterns anymore and then the entire system stopped because yeah it was true, it was indeed only for the patterns and nothing else it was never about the money or anything else it was just for the patterns and once the patterns stopped, once I discovered them all, then the entire system stopped, because that was how the system was setup it was just about the patterns and nothing else, so yeah the patterns ran out and it stopped.
And now on this blog here I am creating my own new and unique patterns because this is the only way how I can get new patterns now it is when I am creating them myself so thats why I do this blog here now to create new patterns myself.
So thats how it actually worked.
Now why is money not working at a motivator by itself?
Because I dont understand money, like I dont understand it, what is it, like where does it belong to in the understanding of reality, like did they have money here?

Like there was no money right?
Like did they have money here?

I also dont think so right?
Like why do they have money today, but back during the times when these paintings were made there was no money right?
So how and why did money get added, like what is this, I dont have money connected with my system I dont understand what money is, I only understand pattern discovery, pattern exploration, pattern recognition, I work for patterns, for new patterns it has to be new patterns, i work for new patterns and nothing else.
I only work for new patterns I cant really work for money it doesnt work.
Like was there money here?

Like money how does it get into the brain, I dont have this one yet, but I can actually now try to figure this out, yeah why not.
But will need some time, first step is to realize what is actually the situation, what I am doing here at the moment and then I can see if I can integrate it somehow then I have to figure this out how to integrate it.
And I am actually not even sure if people even remember or know what money even is, and then are people connecting money with random things I see it all the time, people lose the understanding about money super quick and then they are connecting money with random shit and they think ah yeah it seems to be connected to the point where they are then realizing that money is actually not connected like that and then they drop their money understanding there again, so I think everyone is suffering the same problem here that people forget what money actually means or to what it is connected and there are times where people understand money and there are times where people lose the understanding of money, and there are times where people are connecting money with certain things and there are times where people have nothing to connect money to anymore.
So money in general could be a hypercomplex topic that people in general have problems to deal with and to understand in general.
So figuring out how money works and what it is or to create a base concept a stable base concept with which you are then able to understand what money actually is could be an important first step here to do.








































































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