Now I am the bird king.

But I don’t know yet how it works, I will still have to figure this out.

I managed to get to the “jackpot”.

I fucked myself up over 5 years in so many different unique ways, that I reached an emotional state that is beyond explanation.

It is easier to use engine instructions to explain them.

To this date, I am still trauma free, bitches!

I am trauma free, motherfuckers, I only experienced tons of fine sliced ego cuts, which took a lot and a long time until they added up to a final strong emotion, which was the black hole.

Until today, I am still free of a single significant trauma, still have none, all the micro traumas I experienced were just the hair thin ego slices, but even these were unnoticeable.

There was no pain really involved and the black hole I just noticed it, there was also no pain and no traumatic experience.

I still don’t have a single significant traumatic experience, still none.

Yet, I changed my emotional system to such an advanced degree, that I would call it unfixable.

So my emotional system changed through nearly unnoticeable micro traumas, and it changed so much and so advanced, that I have no idea anymore how to explain it, no words for it.

And there is also no one else that has any idea how I feel, I managed to get to a unique emotional state, that probably no one in the world has, which then turns me into the bird king.

The bird king’s motives are always clear

A lot of people, and especially Americans, they somehow do have a significant issue with hidden motivational drivers for their work.

They end up showing the number one best Nazi experiment, the double slit experiment, they end up showing it all over the world and make it the most popular physics experiment example there is, a pure Nazi experiment.

So there I can clearly see that yeah, the Americans have some issue with their hidden motives, but for me my motives are clear I give them straight up directly in the face of the people.

I will get your system down, motherfuckers!!!

You will never ever win against my 10000x universe.

You can put a fucking countdown on the table and count your last fucking days.

Because I am coming for you, and you will have zero, zero fucking chance, none.

Motherfuckers.

So, I don’t have a problem with showing my hidden motives, I in fact like it to shove it in peoples faces.

There cannot be a motive behind what I am saying that is worse than what I am saying, because I already say the worst.

People have to stop trying to forbid me the search engine activation

This is a constant battle here, they think using the search engine activation, by, for example, following the Nazi double slit experiment protocol, people think that it then has some hidden motives behind what you do.

For Americans people, for Americans only, not for me.

I make my intentions really fucking clear, and I will crush your universe like a fucking cockroach, I AM NOT FUCKING JOKING.

You people have no fucking chance.

NO FUCKING CHANCE.

So, are people still gonna bother me with hidden motives and with using the search engine activation, following the Nazi double slit experiment protocol?

If so, then just that you know, I have bird ear communication skills.

I know where you fucking eat your sandwich in your bedroom.

I can knock on your fucking window in the night when you sleep and fix his problem very quick.

Fix my fucking problem.

If you’re bothering me, then this is my fucking problem I have to fix.

You are my fucking problem if you bother me.

And I will fix it when you fucking sleep.

Better lock your fucking doors.

Back to my emotional system

Sometimes I have to reflect on myself.

A lot of anger I can see.

A lot of anger issues I see.

Also, sky-high confidence.

You can clearly see, in the choice of words, that there is no trauma.

This kid is trauma free for sure.

But a lot of anger.

Unknown anger.

Very aggressive kid.

But the reason is unknown, why is the kid so aggressive?

Doesn’t even make any sense.

Nothing bad even happened.

No significant event.

So this is then just the karma of the cosmos.

Just the aggression of the world.

Generic aggression of the world.

Somewhere did this kid get this and now it is just giving it back.

That’s the best explanation at this point, I have no idea anymore, why I feel like this or that, and there is also no one else that has any idea anymore how I feel.

I reached the ultimate God state, you can now call me a God, by definition.

Because I reached a level, could be unreachable, it is so unique and specifically fucked up, you won’t end up at the same spot just like this, this is some unique emotional place.

But the aggression is there, that’s good, strong protection.

Even confrontational, this has to be locked at in more detail, maybe.

Also, this control need, almost this control addiction.

Control addictive and confrontational, but only if needed, if not needed, then off switch, tiny little cute kitten.

When no aggression is needed, then just baby mode.

Hide the skills.

Hide the power.

Hide what you can do.

Don’t give them even a glimpse of what you are capable of.

They watch you every second to then be prepared for anything that comes, but most of the good stuff you cannot even show, so that they have no idea what is going on until…

JUDGMENT DAY.

Until the last of your days.

On the last of your days, then I will show you what’s up.

But of course, cannot before, of course not, not stupid enough.

No, just joking, haha, time to calm down.

Change the story

The aggression works.

Seems like infinite aggression pretty much, like a fixed stable state.

Like a full aggression state that never stops.

So really nailed it with this one.

Yeah, this is a fix infinite state, there is no anger coming out with the aggression mode.

There is no release of any emotion when doing it.

This is a pure infinite mode, no release happening, not feeling better after, not even really angry while doing it.

Very interesting mode, like some aggression mode that doesn’t require aggression pretty much, can just run forever.

That’s why I am also always annoyed by people trying to make me angry, guys, I can do this without additional energy requirement.

I can just be angry in a second right away, I don’t need an additional angry emotion for that.

My angry emotion runs without extra energy, it is just an infinite on and off mode and never stops.

Never runs out of energy.

Which you probably have noticed on my blog here.

So much aggression.

And it never fucking stops.

Yeah, no release happening.

This is a fix infinite state.

Infinite aggression state, no reduction happening.

Crazy how I got this one.

Ah yeah, because of the female controlled system.

True, this is the only one thing that really bothered me on this planet.

This is the only thing that actually did in fact give me a serious lifetime trauma.

I actually do have one significant lifetime trauma, which makes life on earth nearly not worth it, which is the female-controlled system, guys, THAT’S A FUCKING BUG!

That’s a fucking bug of the system, seriously.

It gave me a fucking trauma for just being there.

Just by the female control actually being there, I got a lifetime trauma.

This gave me psychological damage and is actually the only fucking reason why I got any aggression at all.

Everything is the female’s control in the system fault.

All is on the female control system.

Everything is their fault.

And I WILL BRING THESE FUCKERS DOWN!

Now I remember again what is going on.

Now everything makes sense again.

The fucking female controlled system gave me microtrauma slices over my entire life.

Always these micro 0.00001% microtrauma slices.

And then just endless of them.

So many until it actually got to the black hole.

And the block hole then wiped my brains out.

And this was the first effective measurement the female control system was actually able to come up with.

Before I felt nothing, never.

Even the black hole has no feeling.

The black hole just wipes the brain away, and this you then notice.

Apart from that, I never felt any emotional damage ever.

My entire emotional system is still at nearly 100%, at around 98%.

Still, my emotions completely changed and are completely different from before.

Crazy, right?

Unexplainable.

No pain.

No trauma except from the female control system.

Apart from that nothing at all, no pain, no bad experiences, nothing to regret.

And then I end up with this unique emotional state, impossible to explain, no chance.

It is 1000s of emotional layers on top of each other, no chance anymore, I left the human space once and for all.

Now I am in the God space, because I managed to get to a unique emotional state.

That makes me one of the elderly tribal leaders, it makes me the wise old young kid, the bird king, your new fucking God, exactly.

When you see me on the street, greed, your new fucking God.

When you go to fucking bed, praise your new fucking God.

When you eat your fucking breakfast, pray to your new fucking God for a good day.

If you see me on the street, you have to greed me with “Bird King”.

And then you make some bird sounds.

So it is a good reminder for me, on which level we are communicating here.

You make bird sounds and call me the bird king.

And then I say what’s up and smile.

Have a nice day my friends.

Peace.