Suddenly the boredom barometer goes up and up and then it got super boring and then it got peak boring and then maximum boring and this just gave me full knockout done and run away the existential questions drop in like:
- For what?
- Is there some better way?
- Can I make money with my website?
- What is money?
- What is work?
- Does it really make sense?
Stuff like this, the introduction is missing, the introduction to money is missing, like what was money again exactly still don’t have the exact definition down still don’t know what money is at all so completely missing the money definition in full this is a critical one, highly critical like I am missing the core base precise definition of what money is completely and this is highly important.
Without the definition of what money is exactly precise I have no idea for what I am even working there and then of course the system just breaks directly since I need to get a legit money definition first that works and without this I am just asking myself why do I do this for what so this I don’t really know since I don’t know yet what money exactly is so money is then out as a factor there directly so then the activity itself gets judged how it is and it is boring and more boring and more boring and the boring level, boredom is a percentage scale there is 0% boredom and there is 100% boredom the boring level increasing little by little because I asked myself for what, why, missing money definition, missing work definition, is this slavery, it seems like slavery a bit here without the money and the work motivation this is straight up slavery then directly and slavery of course gets rejection directly but not sure if it’s slavery or not this is just a first impression and then the boredom goes up and up and then the boredom already pretty high and I stand it, I am fighting it, I try to ignore it, no you are not bored, no there is no boredom and the boredom increases then it dimension expands from the circle body first then Wave Broken into the physical body Dimension and suddenly the body gets heavy and slow and sleepy and I am fighting the boredom no you are not bored you can do this just keep on doing it and then the boredom gets up to maximum and there it is then disabling the brain completely and then brain shut down, BAM, brain cells deactivated and done run that was it.
So that’s the situation precisely explained.
Now first fixing attempt.
What the fuck is Money?
What the fuck is money?
What the fuck is money?
Let’s check Wikipedia.
Here the definition:
“Money is any item or verifiable record that is generally accepted as payment for goods and services and repayment of debts, such as taxes, in a particular country or socio-economic context.[1][2][3] The primary functions which distinguish money are: medium of exchange, a unit of account, a store of value and sometimes, a standard of deferred payment.”
Okay so it is just a middle thing I thing that is connecting 2 things which each other but money itself is nothing.
Money itself is nothing it is the connector between the activity that got me the money and whatever I am spending the money on it connects the work with what I am spending the money on so I work and this work gets connected over the medium money with whatever I am spending that money on but money itself is nothing.
So concentrating on making money itself like that of course gives me headache money itself is nothing it’s empty money itself is empty of course this is not a motivator of course concentrating on money itself doesn’t make sense because money itself is nothing it is connecting the work to what I spend the money on so for example it connects the work to food so I work and get food or I work and can do party, or I work and can get drunk it connects the work with what I spend the money on but if my girlfriend asks for the money then the work becomes useless.
So I have to before starting the work already know for what I will spend this exact specific time period that I am working I have to know already in advance okay these 2 hours are exactly for some prostitute 1:1, and this should work, but in the past my girlfriend wanted to have the money and this doesn’t work because for the girlfriend I cannot do work but I can do work for some prostitute.
Now I have to be careful that my girlfriend is not taking the money away that was actually for some prostitute because then if this happens then the work was useless then I wasted my time with work then when this happens again and a few more times then it makes no sense anymore to do any work because for the girlfriend I cannot do any work I can only do work for some prostitute.
Why can I only do work for some prostitute and not for my girlfriend?
This is just common sense, that’s normal that’s always like this everyone is like this this is just normal the default this is called real life.
Just real life normal reality.
I can also go into the details of course.
So with my girlfriend I cannot do work for her because she is just wasting the money in a second it’s a bottomless pit, she can take infinite money and flush it all down the toilet there is no limit to how much money she is asking and also giving her more money makes no difference and giving her no money at all is also good like the difference between giving her no money at all and giving her a lot of money is nearly not existing it’s pretty much no difference if I give her a lot of money or no money at all it’s literally the same.
So giving my girlfriend any money is useless no additional benefit no change, no difference at all, so giving, or no, working for my girlfriend doesn’t work because the work becomes worthless directly so then of course boredom shoots up and gone doesn’t work.
Now working for a prostitute this works this is good but I maybe have to visualize so in Bangkok the prostitutes, in Pattaya they are trillion times better in Bangkok they are medium at best, in Pattaya they are better so working for prostitutes in Bangkok the quality has to be a bit better that’s what it is the quality of the prostitutes in Bangkok has to be better I said it trillions of times I need Pattaya like prostitutes in Bangkok the quality has to be much more up my current choice here at lucky bar is the bare minimum fucking on the border the threshold there the absolute Bare Minimum so hard in the fucking border there but that’s why it still works sometimes it’s enough.
So sometimes it does work because it’s the bare fucking Minimum and that’s it the quality has to be way more up this is a joke the fucking minimum there I mean this is minimum work motivation then on the fucking bare minimum line there the bare minimum line not really especially motivation just base motivation, just core base motivation I am not fucking working there like crazy for some base minimum there this is not enough for a significant work motivation this just covers sometimes a bit of work but not a serious motivation there like it needs to be much more higher quality prostitutes much much higher quality much better, has to be much better than that of course.
So yeah that’s the situation in perfect detail.
Obviously and makes sense right?
So apart from prostitutes there is nothing else.
Only for prostitutes I work but not for my girlfriend because I already tested the full range there and if I give her nothing or a lot makes no difference I already know that she’s a scam, so I work for prostitutes but not for my girlfriend.
And the prostitutes in Bangkok are bare minimum border quality so this won’t make me run for work like crazy impossible this just covers an absolute baseline an absolute minimum baseline of work Motivation very very baseline but that’s it so not much just a bit.
In Pattaya it’s better much much better so this is a good one to go to Pattaya then more work motivation is given when the goal is Pattaya that works directly of course directly.
So that’s the situation.
Now the trigger thing with my girlfriend triggering me this works if she can trigger me and usually she cannot, her Chance of triggering me is like 5% or something like she cannot trigger me because she doesn’t understand my human model correctly there is the binary gate and behind the binary gate is the wave function part and this is stream 1 and stream 2, it is like 2 people yes, it is like 2 people and 2 languages, this is important, only part 1 speaks English part 2 speaks some unknown language, is like ukauptabubatapakupatapaupakapa like this something ancient I hear it in my brain it talks to me non stop but I don’t understand what it says but I can clearly identify a specific ancient language I can clearly identify an ancient language and the fact that no one of today knows this language or has it written down anywhere only shows me with what kind of amateur underdeveloped planet I am dealing with here, I can clearly hear an ancient language that could be written down yes why the fuck did no one do this yet, are you people so fucking stupid or what?
Idiots again.
So the part 1 speaks English the part 2 speaks ancient.
So then my girlfriend I know when she tries to trigger me in English but this I can like explain how that is, so I hear her words and then it has this half awareness to it so her word’s it’s like I hear them and then I think oh is this going to trigger me and then I wait and then I notice ah no this one doesn’t trigger me it vaporized I heard it and first I think, so like this, I hear it and first I think oh my god is this going to trigger me so for a second I am like shocked like is this triggering me and then I immediately realize ah no this one isn’t, I then realize this one is not triggering me and then I think oh why not and I realize yeah it got stuck it is stuck in the first half it is not reaching all the way to the back of my brain it stopped right in the middle and I am calm and relaxed and feel that I am 2 people, I can feel ah I am 2 people here and the second person here does speak English thats what it is the second person doesn’t understand English only the first part speaks English the second part doesn’t speak English but I think it also doesn’t speak German it speaks a different language something like tukapukatikapukatukapuka like this, something like this, so a bit more with beatbox sounds that reach more into the back of the brain like this, so I know when my girlfriend is trying to trigger me but it’s not reaching the second person here and I am 2 people and that’s what it is so her chance of triggering me is at 5% not more than that it’s just like 5% very ineffective pure luck nothing else.
So yeah that’s the situation please advise.
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